sad sad n sad

the unspoken sad, sad n very helpless... actually i was clam but now is downpour...my tears dropped like rain n almost covered the earth... i m thinking abt my future, what should i do now n what can i do now, really annoying~ dunno what i was thinking !! i just like the waste materials, no uses!!!
i also wan to put my heart words , but useful? u wont understand ! i m off to explode...
i will go on is tat the depression!! haiz....